moody....

i dont like to share my sad things when i chat wif my fren coz it is like spoil the environment... but i used to write down my emotions when i lost control.....arh...
argh........
i really wish that i can gone mad .....
when i watched the teaching video which was being played by my lecturer , i was totally confusing in my heart.....i need to teach kids like this kind of way during my teaching contract years.... 5 years ah.......
i dont have the chance to walk on the runway.....
i cant even work in a company , a department.....
i cant even .....ah..... ah aha ah ahah.............
life is nothing.... work , sleep,, spend,, eat ,,,
i work with pain..... i study with regrets.... .... ah ah.... Santa Clause pls bring me away frm this world......
i wanna burn the contract.....
i wish that i'm a rich person, do lots of charity, cherish people life.....do what i want with no burden ......

A good listener that I want…

I want , I wish , I eager to hav a good listener …….

I wanna express my emotion…. Argh…..is just something that I can’t share it even with my best fren……erm… something about my future…… is just another path I wish to hav after I complete the teaching contract……. ..

I hav planned something…. Most probably I will do it….. it may hurt my parents …but,. Is just so sorry I can’t please them… Is my career , i must do what I happy…. I don’t care….

U can consider me as a stubborn person…..i’m just not happy at all.

My opinion, Career is not = money that can earned., is all about interest , passion…luck..

Parents , career must consider the Money, Time, Pressure……nothing about interest….

For this few years, my tears had been rolling down for the career stuff …..

I really so envy those friend that can study what they wish…..please appreciate it my friend….

Ah….. I need to be strong enough to face the problem….

Let me countdown for the age of 21….. the first step ……..i need the knowledge…. A brand new place that can cherish my life…..

I know that Is very hard to survive in that complicated market.. ……

May God is over my side giving me a helping hand…..

Hope that a good listener + good adviser + good consultant + good helper will appear soon……

Vacancy

- most preferably knowledgeable guy

- good in any fields… marketing, management , information technology , public relation, investing .. …………

- no limit for the age

- the reward is … ( I think it is the best thing what a real man want )….hahaha

* I think I’m mad….. crazy ……. May I crazy in my thoughts….. I’m bleeding in this real world…

i was mad.... for the stupid wireless ....

haiyo..... the stupid wireless in the sch really made my life sucked.... shit..... the facilities in the sch are like better than we dont hav lah...... the water machines from 3 left till 1....... please lah ,, rosak mah repair lah........haiz..... everything can rosak but please lah i wanna wireless ........ please maintain it.......... i think that sch cannot harap one.....i 'm just wanna hav a broadband , i dont wanna stay at an isolated island......i wanna connect wif the world...... i wanna c this n that .....
... amithaba

i'm glad to hear this

my parents said wanna bring me to a far place for my nxt vacation... oh my gosh...!!!!
is my dream place...... wau... i was shocked when they asked me.... .
i always thought that they will just bring me to asia country only.....
hahahaha..... hope that our plan will come true.....
thanks to my Papa & Mama.....