This is invisible : )

I was subjected to the harshest part when my dude told me her feelings towards him . OMG , how could this ever happened since they are close frenz. < love perhaps ?? >

i admit i repress my real thoughts , i couldn’t manage to express it unless someone dig my heart >.< !! i just cant do that courageous conduct, dono y !!

But i endeavored to approach him slowly by giving my opinion about his status, commenting ... i’m trying my best !!

anyhow, nothing will quench my feelings , even though it was distracting ~.~

how wish i could give him the warmest hug =) “ eager”

pouring my thoughts soon

these few days , lot of thoughts spinning in my mind.
aft this week, i gonna pour my thoughts out !!!!!
keep it deeply in the heart really distressing ... ~.~

i'm speechless

Now , 6 sept 09 , 3.02 am ...
late in the nite !!! however i'm lost at somewhere else..
i shoudn't be like that,, i know!!!
i know by this time, i should go to sleep instead of wasting my time ..
i will be miss independent... my mission. . ~.~