May the wind blow me away …….

I phoned my mum n she said is happy to receive my call, cause she missed me..
My brother did ask my mum “ y Yun didn’t come back ? ”
Hahaha, I miss them too…. Deeply in my heart
Not just that, my fren said they missed me too,, ( dono whether got cheat me anot ^ ^)
I know , I can feel it bcos how they feel are also the way I’m havin… =.=
( I need to bury my feeling, I know I’m useless , I need to overcome it )
I have a “ true n pure ” face. My feeling will indicate on my face
If people don’t really know me, they will feel so hard to breathe with me under the same shelter.
Okey, I’m trying to change it… I need an invisible mask , or maybe a remote control to survive right ??
My feelings are extreme….
When I feel happy, it does happy indeed,
When I’m sad , I pain , thousand of arrow stabbed thru my heart, bleeding..
When I don’t want to speak , I’m speechless ( doesn’t mean I’m moody )
When I’m tired, I will keep quiet and rest.
When I lose control, my tears drop , I can’t even tighten up the tap .
So… when next time I face a big trouble , maybe i will vanish in the air forever….
Life is unpredictable as stated at ronald’s blog..
His dad passed away all in a sudden , consequence of heart attack..
My cousin , mum for 3 cute children diagnosed breast cancer
2 Teachers in SMKTAR diagnosed cancer recently…
Even my relatives died because of cancer…

“ Human is nothing without few minutes breathe ”
I can quit my life also by pressing me nose for just few minutes BUT
I need to pay for my responsibility …
Think , think think, think, ……..
Human think for their lives
Nowadays statistics showed people think to quit their life…….

As a bloody conclusion, we can’t fight the destiny… but you can try it if u can bear the disappointment …….

* I’m here to release my tension and emotions, at this moment I struggling in the blue world , I’m sorry dear viewers..!!